MyOnlyTrueSelf

Why must I do the things I do. I always think befor I act. But not even that seems to work out well for me. It all depends. I keep riding this roller coaster, called life. I want to jump off of it. Or atleast slow it down and leveled out right. You can bitch, and vent about life all you won't too, but words are cheap. I'm just going to go the rest of this month, which is not really much of this month left :p, with out trying to pursue a friendship, or any type of relationship. actually I'm going to do that for awhile. I want to see what comes in stores for me. I was acting like that for a lil while, met a nice person and then like wise, I'm t